Yeah so, some old geezer is going to paint my ceiling this morning and then I'm going to go shopping for fabric to use in the project. Then I go to La Plaza to replenish the water supply. Go food shopping at Pathmark and then take my ass home to clean my kitchen. All in all, a jam packed day.
I sent a letter out in regards to my shenanigans last night and this is what Nathaniel sent me:
And it all means jack-shit if you don't learn from your problems. Hey,
if you enjoy being a sad drunk, than keep it up. If you don't, than -
as Dave said - change.
That cut deep but its true. I don't know what to say. I have no courage to try again. Thats the truth of the matter. I'll have to cut off the usual suspects and start all over in AA and I'm just so willful. I really need help with this. This really sucks.
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