Sleepy, Sleepy little mouse

Hola all, its Friday and I'm sleepy so I'm going to bed early. Sylvia's last day was today and I have decided that I'm not going to feel guilty or bad about myself. I didn't keep the job because I am Mark's pet because I certainly am not! I got to keep it because I am more able than her. She had six years to learn things and she choose not to. Thats not my fault. I give her credit because she put out a lot of work but we didn't work together as a team so she never did things that I guess the office deemed necessary. Again, thats not my fault. My concern is to do a good job and try to keep my job. If it doesn't happen, well, there is unemployment, a chance to undergo training in another more lucrative field and I can relentlessly try to get a job with the New York State Courts system. I can't get upset and depressed, I have to keep moving on. I have five days sober today. I am just trying to take a day at a time and go from there.  I'm still in the throes of Michael mania and Jael's birthday is Tuesday. He must be suffering. I feel for the man, I really do. If anybody reads this on the weekend, come to the Howl Festival in the Lower East Side this weekend. Its going to be fun, fun, fun, fun!!!!!! I love you all, you rascally rabbits!!!!