LETS GO, YANKEES!!! I am sooooo happy, we defeated the horrid Red sux!!!!!

late,late at night

I used to run away a lot when I was a teen ager.  One reason was because the pain of living at home with those that hurt me was too much to deal with and the other reason was that I just loved to roam the streets at night.  

A intense conflict has brought Michael and I together but at a price.   I hope my friend with whom I share pain and dreams with will not succumb to the deadly whims that led me down painful paths.  It doesn't have to be that way for her.

Running the streets, being morose, feeling sorry for one's self.  Losing yourself in dreams and instant gratification, its not life its a delay.   I have to still remind myself of this every day of my life.

Call me insane, I don't care. I love Michael McGreal. I miss him so much. I want to marry him. I want to make a nest with him and love him and make us a nice home and laugh and be loving with him. I want us to be a family and friends. I don't know why I care for him so much but I do. Michael, I hope you open your heart to me. I just want to be loving and good to you.

Passings

Lisa and Donny were soul mates. At first, I thought Donny was a player but I don't know anything except not minding my business. You can see through their children how beautiful their relationship was. Now Donny has passed on. What will Lisa do? Its good that she has family. Oh gosh, I need to learn to love, I hope I can be some help to her.