Call me insane, I don't care. I love Michael McGreal. I miss him so much. I want to marry him. I want to make a nest with him and love him and make us a nice home and laugh and be loving with him. I want us to be a family and friends. I don't know why I care for him so much but I do. Michael, I hope you open your heart to me. I just want to be loving and good to you.