Today, I have to babysit Francesca and Anna. I have no time to be moody or desolate for something that I never had.

Michael never loved me. Michael desires a young attorney. I have nothing left to offer him.
Jael is gone and I am no use to him.

I have to suck it up and stop calling him. I'm only going to put myself through unnecessary pain because he doesn't give a shit about me, He never has and never will. All the phone calls, dinners, throwing money at him and kissing his ass will not make him love me, respect me or
be my lover.