Errrrrrr, I was told by a dear friend that as much as I am suffering, that I am comfortable in my role as victim. and damn, she's right. Anyway, on to bigger and bolder things. I'm going to plan a trip to California and Arizona. If anybody have any advice or extra pup tents and foam mats, let me know. I'm finally going to go to the Grand Canyon and sleep by the stars. I'm really happy about it. Also, I'm going to go to San Francisco and eat on the wharf, look at sea lions and go to Los Angeles to chill with my fellow freaks on Sunset Boulevard.