Tuesday, February 10, 2004

For once, I'm not despairing because I ain't got a Valentine's sweetheart

Its days before Valentine's day, it used to be St. Valentine's Day.  I made plans to hang out with my friend Brett but now I wish I didn't because I would rather just go to the movies and see Miracle at the Ziegfield by myself and enjoy a good jock flick because I like that sort of stuff.

The Michael thing is not so bad, I still miss him but at the same time, reality is more in my mind than my fantasies.  Hell, I sorta hope he does have another woman in his life.  I get to move on and he gets to learn to finally have a healthy relationship with somebody and maybe Jael will have a good female influence in her life.

It kind of brings me a sense of peace to be honest like that.  Its like that Rolling Stones song, You can't always get what you want, but you find some times, you might find, you get what you need.

That makes me smile and I haven't smiled in a long ass time.

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